The end of this past January marked three years since I started this blog. It's hard to remember now, but I started it due to my frustration with the whole "defeat autism" attitude that I seemed to be encountering everywhere. It was very refreshing to come across people on the internet who were more accepting of autism, though who still faced incredible challenges in raising their children "on the spectrum". I also found it very therapeutic to share what I was going through at the time with my son.

I don't post on here so much anymore. It's not that I don't want to. I DO, but spare time is very rare for me these days. I'm not going to complain and lament too much, this is just where I am at right now thanks to what is going on in my family.

Samuel is growing up. It hasn't been easy and I think our "fun" is just beginning! Life for him has changed quite a bit since this past winter. He turned 11 just after the new year. He is almost as tall as I am now and has surpassed even his older brother in weight. He can be quite a force to contend with! He is now taking Risperdal to help moderate his temper. That's not by any means where it is ending, that is just the beginning of what has become a new road for us to journey on in helping Samuel to grow and develop. Amazingly, a new social group formed in our area and Samuel was able to attend that for thirteen weeks this past winter and spring, along with 3 other children close to his age. How terrific that something like this came along to help him recognize and learn how to deal with social situations. There are times he is quite vocal about his feelings ("Mommy, I'm so sad!" or "Mommy, I'm very very angry!"). I am so happy that he is able to verbalize these things and I am trying to figure out how to take him to the next step.. getting past those sad and angry feelings. In the coming weeks we will be starting new in-home behavior treatment services for him. I still use his visual schedule but we are definitely at a point where we need some fresh ideas and strategies to teach him how to get through his day with appropriate behaviors.

Well, the "free" time I had to work on this post is about over. Samuel is behind me telling me (thankfully, with a smile on his face) how "angry" he is with me! I promised him a snack a while ago and I suppose I should go make good on it!